It sounds cliché

I guess I realized that I had been so getting into following other people lately that I had forgotten how I truly speak, act and think. It sounds cliché, I know right. And I think that was what kept me busy for the past months. It’s not really bad, since I do everything consciously with my mind and heart and all, but it’s not healthy either, because I forget myself at times. Truth be told, I had the thought in mind to make a blog post last month but it seemed like my heart was just not in it. With all the school works and hang outs, it made everything hard to write using my heart and soul.

I was kept away from my fandom too, you know, all my twitter responsibilities and stuff. It was a good break for me. For weeks I was able to get through a day without thinking how many followers I’d get by tweeting and joining follow tricks, or how many unfollowers I’d get while doing my homework, or how many retweets and favorites my tweets can get, or what the blonde Irish guy I’ve grown to idolize and love was currently doing, or what if the band account was doing a massive follow spree. I was in my real life and it was one of the best things that I have ever experienced. I got to hang out with my friends after school, I got to study and review at home and most importantly, I got to sleep so early at night time. I, myself was surprised when I talked to my friend saying “I feel like not returning to my fandom again. I want good grades.” But then, I am back, frequently asking myself what in the world just happened.

Exams passed—that’s what happened. I had so much fun at school, I didn’t know that was possible.