School is back, I don't know what to feel

School starts on Monday.

Do you feel my pain and anxiety? Well, yeah, I’m not one of those students who get excited for the first day of classes. I must say, I’m one of those who feel a bit (okay, maybe extremely) scared for what may come. My summer has been normal and boring. No offense meant to my father, who accompanied me every single hot day at home, but it really was boring. However, I like it better than going out; I’m such a lazy ass.

My routine was, getting up at 12 NN, making food, eating, washing the dishes, cleaning some stuff in the house, watching a movie or surfing (the internet), then doing some chores, eating dinner, getting ready for bed, reading, and finally sleeping at around 4 AM. Don’t get me wrong, I really tried to sleep early, but I just couldn’t do it. My mom said it’ll be a trouble for me to get up very early in the morning when school starts, and I know it’s true, but let’s just see what happens.

Unlike my friends, who travelled to different far places like Disney World in HongKong, or some place in Singapore, and used summertime very well, the farthest place I’ve gone to was Bulacan. I don’t know, but it wasn’t some sort of a chill-out-let’s-have-a-break outing; it was more like a community outing with responsibilities and things like that. All the while I was by my aunt’s side, and it was pretty lonely. The family outing my family planned a few months ago was thrown out of the plan. Everything was (not-so) perfectly set, but then, sad things happen, like hospitalization of my cousin. And yeah, it was alright for us.

Just bringing summer back. Don't mind the creeps out there. Hahaha.

The class sections were out in the last few days. Guess what? As everybody has said, I got in the star section.

Fun? I think. Okay? Maybe. Am I gonna be an outcast? Possible.

The first section mainly consists of rich kids, as we call them. There are nerds, psychos, love birds, genuine and smart people, cool people, funny people, name it. And right now, I have no idea what I’d do to cope up with them. Surely, I know most of them, and most of them know me, but let’s just say, my past with some of them wasn’t really good. Err, I’m a teenager, too! I get into silent wars and fights people don’t know of. Aye!

School year 2014-2015 starts on Monday.

At least in my country, yep it does. I’m feeling a bit sick, to be honest with you. But I’ll just go with the flow, just like I always do and see how everything goes. I hope you’ll have fun at school! Be weird and sorta punk rock; try not to cry. Oh, and don’t let the teachers and the stress they bring get to you, it might kill you alive. x