Mainstream: "Dear February, Please Be Good To Me"

We have now arrived to the second month of the year.  Can’t you feel it? Like, ahhh, wasn’t it just Christmas yesterday? Things happen so fast, I don’t know how to react. Well, really, I wouldn't care about these “Hello February, please be good to me!” things. Before, I would stop and say, “Oh God people, what do you think will *insert name of the month here* do to you anyway? Ugh, you all sound like vain girls, gosh, get a grip!” to the computer screen. I was so freaking grumpy and mad and insecure annoyed whenever I saw posts like that, forgive me. I had a point though—I was just a civilian who wanted to use her rights and speak her heart out (that is, in front of devices- I didn't want to get in fights).

Before proceeding to some agendas that we want to do this month, let’s first go back to the last month. Since you can’t reply to me, I’m just going to rant about my January. Don’t worry one bit, it’s not gonna be awful. Okay… last month, we had our quarterly exams. That meant one thing- I was in hell week. You see, if you want to pass through the whole six years of junior and senior high in the school where I study, you have to work HARD. And so I did. I stayed up all night with the precious coffee’s company to kind of highlight everything in my reviewers (I felt like I was in a coloring contest, TBH) and read a little. Working hard pays off. Believe me; you’d never fail if you have that perseverance and dedication to your work. If you fail, yet you worked hard, something must be missing—your heart in your work must be missing.

After the exams, I had fun with my friends! You know how it works *wink wink*. We went out and bought stuff that we needed. It was amazing. It felt like a big thorn in my heart was plunged out.

In the last few days, I also thought of writing. So here I am, doing my thought. I don’t care if nobody sees this as of now. I just started. I only want to try and test how far I can go with this. Who knows? I may or may not ditch this blog (I hope I won’t) and get bored of writing and do other things instead. A certain blogger inspired me. I read her write-ups and I was like, “why don’t I do things that I like, too?” Books, music and wonderful photos inspired me, too. Those made me see the world deeper and wider. I found beauty in the ugliest craps and all. Just take a closer look; then before you know it, you’re going to watch the beautiful things life has to offer that no one has seen before next.

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As I am writing this, I’m thinking of another set of rainbows and skittles that this month will bring me. It’s not every day I think like this! Hey, I deserve an award. LOL. You can’t just pray and wish and hope for February to be good to you, okay? Do all of those, and work for what you think you should have! Always, always try to be good for old time’s sake. A little fun won’t hurt, but pretty please, don’t let yourself go out of the right way.

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